I have noone to miss now...

He went...and he changed.
And I don't like the person he's become. But I kind of understand, 'cause you know, people change.
The saddest thing is that they never change back...
We'll see when we meet again. I would like to get to know him and see if I can get used to...whoever he is now...

I’m not who I am

Something’s missing...
I don’t quite know how to say how I feel. He’s missing... He’s not near, and it – you expect me to say that it hurts, but – it doesn’t. It’s not hurt that I feel, because I don’t really feel. There’s just this hole inside of me, but on the other hand it’s not really a hole... It’s more like an empty space that his presence used to fill.
And I’m not sad... I’m just lonely... Kind of empty.
I can see the sun shining on my skin, but somehow I don’t feel it. It’s like there is no sun. There is no him. He doesn’t shine on me, and I’m not warm...

How do you feel when there’s no sun?

Heaven in hell or is it hell in heaven?

Are we treated fairly?
Have you ever thought of that?
Do we deserve all of this? Or, is all of this more than we deserve?
Is there really a higher power, or do we make our own destinies?
Love - war. It's our choice. Wee choose the side. But on the other hand, there is no his or her side. Everybody is on their own side.
We are animals.
And we are doomed to be eternally wild.
If we can be wild - that we can be free. Then, why aren't we satisfied?
What more do we want?
Care.
That's what's missing.
But remember? We chose war. And war doesn't know of care.
What? We change our minds. We choose love.
We have care, we have happyness...but it isn't enough.

Just face it.
We'll never be fully satisfied.
We have spirit, we have soul...but it's blind, and it's deaf.

We are animals.
And we are doomed to be eternally wild.

Am I just like you?

Or are you just like me?

A poem that brakes your heart

I wake up
I go to school
I return home
I miss him
I cry

Autor: Princess*

Yeeey!!

I passed my driver's exam.
Now I just have to get my driver's licence...