I’m not who I am

Something’s missing...
I don’t quite know how to say how I feel. He’s missing... He’s not near, and it – you expect me to say that it hurts, but – it doesn’t. It’s not hurt that I feel, because I don’t really feel. There’s just this hole inside of me, but on the other hand it’s not really a hole... It’s more like an empty space that his presence used to fill.
And I’m not sad... I’m just lonely... Kind of empty.
I can see the sun shining on my skin, but somehow I don’t feel it. It’s like there is no sun. There is no him. He doesn’t shine on me, and I’m not warm...

How do you feel when there’s no sun?

Heaven in hell or is it hell in heaven?

Are we treated fairly?
Have you ever thought of that?
Do we deserve all of this? Or, is all of this more than we deserve?
Is there really a higher power, or do we make our own destinies?
Love - war. It's our choice. Wee choose the side. But on the other hand, there is no his or her side. Everybody is on their own side.
We are animals.
And we are doomed to be eternally wild.
If we can be wild - that we can be free. Then, why aren't we satisfied?
What more do we want?
Care.
That's what's missing.
But remember? We chose war. And war doesn't know of care.
What? We change our minds. We choose love.
We have care, we have happyness...but it isn't enough.

Just face it.
We'll never be fully satisfied.
We have spirit, we have soul...but it's blind, and it's deaf.

We are animals.
And we are doomed to be eternally wild.

Am I just like you?

Or are you just like me?

A poem that brakes your heart

I wake up
I go to school
I return home
I miss him
I cry

Autor: Princess*

Yeeey!!

I passed my driver's exam.
Now I just have to get my driver's licence...

For those who think they know me!!

You're WRONG!!!

The hands of time are never on our side...

I really wasn't ready for this... But honestly, I don't think that I'd ever be... I just need to get used to not being near him now... And it'll take some time.

Goodbye?

On Thursday, September the 16th, my boyfriend is leaving the state for 3 months. He's going to Slovakia to Univerzity. It's good, and I'm proud of him because of his will to get educated...but I won't see him for 3 months.
I'm not really ready for something like this, we've never been apart for that long, and I don't know how I'll manage to be ok.
I just hope that I'll get used to it soon...
I'm gonna miss him very, very much...

I could use somebody...

Irony...

You know how I told you about that boy and me trying to be friends?
It didn't go well...

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This is all I feel today... Just this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP_O3fP9P0A


No questions please.

A paperback novel

There's one thing you didn't know about me.
I have a boyfriend.
For most of you, it's probably no big deal, but if you read my recent posts, you'll find this information quite surprising. Or maybe not.
Yes, I've been cheating on him...

Blush...

The school bell rings...I'm walking towards the hall that we set up our meeting in...
I see him, he's already there, waiting for me...I'm getting closer and closer, and...here I am.
'So, now what?'
I didn't even have the time to realize I asked myself that. It just happened. He kissed me...

!!!

OMG, so many pervs on BlogTV!!! Just go and see - I have banned 14 of them!! It seem like 2 out of 100 of them are the 'normal' ones... It's just disquisting!!

Watch me - watch you

I signed up for BlogTV, and here's a link, so if you ever feel like watching me - feel free to do it.

PrincessRea- Broadcast your self LIVE

The beast haven't been fed!

So, the other day, I was with the one that represents passion...
The thing is that I was promised to get a kiss, but we're not planning anything exclusive. There's a girl he likes, and he would like to get exclusive with her, but he also likes me, and as I sad, he promised me a kiss. But there's one problem - he doesn't cheat.
So every time we see each other, I'm hoping to get a kiss, while I can get it...
Cross your fingers for me!
Princess*

The dilemma - gone

I made up my mind...
The devil won.

In need of advice...

I'm in a dilemma.
Love or passion?
The angel on my left shoulder says: love, of course. But there's also a devil sitting on my right shoulder and he says: passion. And damn it, he's one sexy devil!!
So...yeah - dilemma.
Princess*