I have noone to miss now...

He went...and he changed.
And I don't like the person he's become. But I kind of understand, 'cause you know, people change.
The saddest thing is that they never change back...
We'll see when we meet again. I would like to get to know him and see if I can get used to...whoever he is now...

I’m not who I am

Something’s missing...
I don’t quite know how to say how I feel. He’s missing... He’s not near, and it – you expect me to say that it hurts, but – it doesn’t. It’s not hurt that I feel, because I don’t really feel. There’s just this hole inside of me, but on the other hand it’s not really a hole... It’s more like an empty space that his presence used to fill.
And I’m not sad... I’m just lonely... Kind of empty.
I can see the sun shining on my skin, but somehow I don’t feel it. It’s like there is no sun. There is no him. He doesn’t shine on me, and I’m not warm...

How do you feel when there’s no sun?

Heaven in hell or is it hell in heaven?

Are we treated fairly?
Have you ever thought of that?
Do we deserve all of this? Or, is all of this more than we deserve?
Is there really a higher power, or do we make our own destinies?
Love - war. It's our choice. Wee choose the side. But on the other hand, there is no his or her side. Everybody is on their own side.
We are animals.
And we are doomed to be eternally wild.
If we can be wild - that we can be free. Then, why aren't we satisfied?
What more do we want?
Care.
That's what's missing.
But remember? We chose war. And war doesn't know of care.
What? We change our minds. We choose love.
We have care, we have happyness...but it isn't enough.

Just face it.
We'll never be fully satisfied.
We have spirit, we have soul...but it's blind, and it's deaf.

We are animals.
And we are doomed to be eternally wild.

Am I just like you?

Or are you just like me?

A poem that brakes your heart

I wake up
I go to school
I return home
I miss him
I cry

Autor: Princess*

Yeeey!!

I passed my driver's exam.
Now I just have to get my driver's licence...

For those who think they know me!!

You're WRONG!!!

The hands of time are never on our side...

I really wasn't ready for this... But honestly, I don't think that I'd ever be... I just need to get used to not being near him now... And it'll take some time.

Goodbye?

On Thursday, September the 16th, my boyfriend is leaving the state for 3 months. He's going to Slovakia to Univerzity. It's good, and I'm proud of him because of his will to get educated...but I won't see him for 3 months.
I'm not really ready for something like this, we've never been apart for that long, and I don't know how I'll manage to be ok.
I just hope that I'll get used to it soon...
I'm gonna miss him very, very much...

I could use somebody...

Irony...

You know how I told you about that boy and me trying to be friends?
It didn't go well...

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This is all I feel today... Just this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XP_O3fP9P0A


No questions please.

A paperback novel

There's one thing you didn't know about me.
I have a boyfriend.
For most of you, it's probably no big deal, but if you read my recent posts, you'll find this information quite surprising. Or maybe not.
Yes, I've been cheating on him...

Blush...

The school bell rings...I'm walking towards the hall that we set up our meeting in...
I see him, he's already there, waiting for me...I'm getting closer and closer, and...here I am.
'So, now what?'
I didn't even have the time to realize I asked myself that. It just happened. He kissed me...

!!!

OMG, so many pervs on BlogTV!!! Just go and see - I have banned 14 of them!! It seem like 2 out of 100 of them are the 'normal' ones... It's just disquisting!!

Watch me - watch you

I signed up for BlogTV, and here's a link, so if you ever feel like watching me - feel free to do it.

PrincessRea- Broadcast your self LIVE

The beast haven't been fed!

So, the other day, I was with the one that represents passion...
The thing is that I was promised to get a kiss, but we're not planning anything exclusive. There's a girl he likes, and he would like to get exclusive with her, but he also likes me, and as I sad, he promised me a kiss. But there's one problem - he doesn't cheat.
So every time we see each other, I'm hoping to get a kiss, while I can get it...
Cross your fingers for me!
Princess*

The dilemma - gone

I made up my mind...
The devil won.

In need of advice...

I'm in a dilemma.
Love or passion?
The angel on my left shoulder says: love, of course. But there's also a devil sitting on my right shoulder and he says: passion. And damn it, he's one sexy devil!!
So...yeah - dilemma.
Princess*

The great comeback......or, not so great...

Hi guys... Sorry I didn't write for a while...well, it's been a month really... Anyway, I apologize.
If you wonder why I didn't write - believe it or not, but I haven't had enough inspiration lately...
No, there were no problems, just...I guess I ran out of words...
So...here I am - again, listening to 977. The song is Three Days Grace - Never Too Late, and really, this world will never be what I expected...
Anyway...I miss my school days...
Princess*

Is it close?

The world`s end.
Doomsday asteroid, robots inhering the Earth, super volcanoes, alien invasion or big freeze??
I watched the Discovery channel today and the topic was the world`s end. It is unbilievable how many scenarios there are. I`m in medical school and the one that interested me the most is called `Silver mucus`. You probably wonder what the silver mucus has to do with medicine - I`ll tell you.

The Piano

Definitely the best movie I have ever watched!!
The reason why I like it so much is because I play piano, and I love it so much...
The movie is about a women who has a daughter, and is being married to a man she didn`t even met yet. She and her daughter are being stransported to an island where her new husband lives. She also brought her piano to the island, so she could play. She basicly can`t live without it.

I`m walking on sunshine.........or by the sea.......?

Finally! The sea!! It was soooo good to dive into it! ...oh.......sorry - I forgot to tell you - I`m in Croatia with my family. Gosh, I missed it (the sea)...we didn`t come here last year, and it was weard - my summer was kind of...lame. 

So, I couldn`t wait to get here again, we are here for the third time and I love it here! The sea is beautiful, and the people here are very friendly. The destination is Mali Losinj. It`s located on an island called Losinj-Cres (Cres-Losinj) but people just call it Losinj. Sorry, seems like I complicated the sentence a little bit. My appologies. Anyway, it`s also known by it`s `nickname` - the island of dolphins (I didn`t see any yet but I`m an optimist and I believe that I`ll see them someday).
The temperature here is high but the sea if great as I said. I think that today it`s about 32 degress.

If you`re interested in culture - there is a museum called `The museum of Losinj` and also, every summer there is a music festival organized.

It`s really nice here, so if you`d like to spend your summer holiday in a quite place instead of a big city - I deffinately reccomend Mali Losinj. 

(here are some pictures of the island)

My hobby

- drawing. I love it. I only do pencil sketches, but I`m thinking that I could try something else... I just need to buy the material. I started to draw two years ago. I don`t do it every day, maybe two or three times a month, but I like to do it, and I think that my masterpieces (yes, I like to call them that) look pretty good (here are some pictures  - hope you like them). Mostly I sketch faces (Avril Lavigne, I also did Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart). So there`s not really much to say - see for yourself.

Yellowcard

Yellowcard is a rock band formed in Jacksonville (Florida) in 1997. They are best-known for their songs `Ocean Avenue`, `Only One`, `Lights and Sounds`, and `Light Up the Sky`.
So, as I said (wrote), Yellowcard was formed in 1997 in Jacksonville. They released their first album `Midget Tossing` in 1997. The original members were vocalist Ben Dobson, guitarist/vocalist Todd Clary, bassist Warren Cooke, guitarist Ben Eric Harper, and drummer Longineu W. Parsons III. `Where We Stand`, their second album, featured the same lineup as Midget Tossing. Soon Ben Dobson was replaced by Ryan Key(vocals and rhythm guitar) and in early 2000, the band recorded the Still Standing EP. Soon after Still Standing EP was released, Todd Clary left the band. Key then filled both Clary's and Dobson's duties, guitar and vocals.

The music that completes me

Second thing you should know about me are my favourite bands. I don`t only have one favourite band because I think that they are all pretty cool...correction - I think that they are all GREAT!! Well, let`s get to the point... First place is taken by Yellowcard and their `Empty Apartment`. Then there is Acceptance, Jimmy Eat World, Nickelback, 3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds to Mars, Dead by Sunrise, Linkin Park, Fall Out Boy, Krim, Nada Surf, Paramore, Snow Patrol, Switchfoot, The Goo Goo Dolls... Don`t be surprised, I told you that I don`t only have one favourite band...well, ok - I should probably mension that there aren`t only a few of them. My appologies... So since Yellowcard are the first - here is a picture of them.

Since you`ve met my roommate, it`s time to meet me!

First thing you should know about me is that I apsolutely adore Dan Brown and Stephen King!! I think they are autors of an amazing stories! These days I`m reading King`s `Cell` and I must say that idea of human race becoming selfdestructive because of the little plastic thing like cell-phone is UNBILIEVEBLY BILIEVEBLE!! The fact is that I myself can`t emagine my life without my cell and I really shouldn`t agree with the message that this novel is supposed to give to us, but I do...I agree. So for those who like thillers and horrors I would deffinitely reccomend Brown`s and King`s books.

Meet & Greet

So, I want you to meet my roommate, Mr. Ted. I named him Ted because he`s a teddybear (obviously) and as you can see he`s a punker. I must say, he`s an angel - he NEVER complains about the kind of music I listen to, you wouldn`t believe it!! Anyway, I hope you like his haircut because I do.

P.S.: For those who are already looking for door... - give up.

Hello, bonjour, hallo, ciao, ahoj...or however you like

So, I woke up this morning and decided to make a blog...just like that, out of blue...
Where do I start? - Why Red Room? Well...I`m planning to share with U guys all the things that are supposed to stay between the four red walls that make my room. I will turn this blog into some kind of online diary, so if you really become interested in my world - I can asure you that you`re going to get to know me pretty well. I think that this is quite enough for the start...read me tomorrow.
Princess*